[ i haven't updated on here in a long time, nor have i made it public. so this is a public entry.
alot has happened, but seriously, fuck the drama. | ^-^ | i'm not here to talk about that shit. i'm here to talk about the positive new shit that has happened in my life.

i LOVE music. i keep falling deeper and deeper inlove with music. i want to listen to more music, but all i can really get to easily is asian music, and it kinda pisses me off. i do not want to just have asian music on my iPod. though i don't, but it takes over. so help me by finding ways where i can DL music not from asia, and it doesn't have to be just from America. nor does it have to be a certain genre, i love them all. | ^-^ |

i'm missing out on movies. i have not been able to go to the movie theater in the longest time and i miss it terribly. i miss movies. all i can watch are the same movies over and over, or movies that're really old that i haven't seen, which i appreciate, but they rarely come on. i miss movies! someone take me to the movies? | T-T | BUT! i have a huge problem, and i dun wanna lag on this, but i have no money. nobody in my family has money. we are in a huge amount of debt (so much so that we might end up living on the streets), and i would not be able to have money for a long time.

i've realized that friends are shit. they're nothing but things to talk to. there are five people who i don't feel that way towards, Maddie, Paige, Laura, Alie, and Gabi. i don't want to linger on friends and shit, but i decided that only those five are my friends and i'm probly going to stop being friends with Alie. (personal reasons) and i don't care. i really do not care for people anymore. they annoy the shit out of me more then normal now.

my last thing to say, my int on my comp is broken and i gave my jump drive to Laura to use. | T-T | so i have no way of publishing the 8th and final chapter of Nise Jijitsu. | T-T | btw, i'm making an epilogue(sp?) and Chimamire will be alot longer then Nise Jijitsu. i dun remember what chapter i'm on with that story, srry. but when my int is fixed i'll publish everything that i can.

thank you for reading what i wrote. thank you for your time. | ^-^ | i hope you all have a Happy New Year! ]

[ withapassion. ],
[ Buri-desu. ]